Damn man. So this one hit me in the feels because ketamania // Ashley was a dear friend of mine.
We started talking in 2017 and got into playing Team Fortress 2 and would game with our friend Captain Heroin (rip).
She was always talking about how much she loved animals and how she enjoyed helping people. She loved horses and a majority of her items and hats on Team Fortress 2 were related to horse themed names and cute descriptions.
Ashley enjoyed helping individuals here on Bluelight, she was a moderator there for awhile & I'd say that she was one of the original BL discord members.
I will always think of the good times we had and know that you are now at peace with dear family and friends.
I have held off coming here because every reminder that you are gone makes the truth seem more real. That truth became a reality so suddenly. It still haunts my mind every time I think of our conversation just hours before you left this world to ride amongst the stars. Thank you for being such an amazing person, and an amazing friend. I hate being on the other side of the world, especially in the past month, however, distance now has no boundaries. Today I won't be opening any of our chats, despite it being somewhat comforting yet devastating at the same time.
Instead, I will simply light a candle this evening and remember the good times, the laughter, the awesome burnout vids, and anything else that makes me smile as the wax slowly melts under the dark clear sky. I hope that you can see it from up there, so you know how much you meant to me and many others.
Four weeks ago, we lost you, but it only feels like yesterday.