Weed kills your personality?
Dont get me wrong when I say this, cause I used to love smoking. Ive been smoking for like 4 years and it used to bring out the best in me, everyone used to tell me that I was hilarious and fun to be around while I was high, i wouldnt stop talking, and everything was just better.
Over time i feel like i started getting burned out on weed. I stopped being funny, and instead i started getting really quiet around people while I was high. I would just get lost in my thoughts and end up not saying anything, even when i tried to join a conversation it felt like it was just moving too fast and i was worried about what everyone would think, or if i would come off stupid. That kind of shit never used to happen to me. I wasnt exciting or funny or spontaneous anymore like i used to be.
It affected me while I wasnt high too, during the week at school, i realized i wasnt talking to as many people anymore, i wasnt as outgoing or social. During these weeks I usually smoked every night before school, or just on the weekends. People started telling me that i changed and were asking me what happened and shit which was annoying so i started thinking that weed kills your personality, so i took a break for about a month.
After the first month i started getting my mojo back lol. I started getting a lot more social again and relaxed, i was making people laugh all the time and started making friends with people i never used to associate with. I started pullin waaay more girls than when i was smoking too. Basically my personality came back after i stopped smoking.
None of my friends who smoke could relate to this, and im wondering if anyone else thinks or experienced their personality being killed by smoking too much. and also i was wondering why the high from smoking tree isnt the same anymore, most of my friends say they still get the same feeling that they did the first few times they smoked