GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
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For the sake of staying on the topic of mitragyna speciosa, I'd be happy to message with you on some of your questions. With that said, it's certainly not medical advice and I don't know all that much about this stuff. One can absolutely die from heroin overdose via any ROA and dependency will occur with repeated use regardless of ROA.
I'd hate for someone trying to kick to come along and find a bunch of conversation about heroin in the mitragyna speciosa HR thread for the sake of their sanity.
I do speculate that heavy kratom use could be detrimental to the kidney's with long term use but there again is not any reliable and consistent evidence pointing to this. Multiple systems within our bodies are engaged constantly in a magnificent balancing act with an unbelievably narrow range for changes within the system to occur.
Eating a ton of kratom, I could see how this may stress some of these systems in the long run, but again, nothing definitive yet. Just a speculation of mine.
You are correct in saying that kratom does not have the same level of abuse potential as stronger opioids or opiates. And I would assume functional use is less of a challenge across the board with kratom; as you said it's hard to imagine someone sitting in a basement only consuming kratom constantly as one often does with other substances, and I would agree with you generally speaking. However, I would also bet money that someone has had that experience, probably someone even here on BL. There's always some outliers. Also, kratom use doesn't exist in a vacuum so to speak. Many people (myself included) use kratom as another drug in the toolbox and alongside many other substances.
Gotcha I get it. Inevitably it has been frustrating to perpetually live in fear of kratom withdrawals though. I've had to bring bags with me and do crazy things like eat it before showering in the bathroom if I had to stay at someone's house for a while lol. It feels a little sketchy. Not that kratom withdrawals are that horrible, but they're bad enough to be quite uncomfortable and make me want to just sleep all day with absolutely no energy. The withdrawals are bad enough to make me cave in and buy more when I've attempted to quit.
I suppose a slow taper is the best way to get off kratom. I've kicked other stuff, but in a way kratom's legality makes it actually harder for me to kick. I can just purchase more whenever the withdrawal peaks. I've always rationalized kratom use by stating "well at least it's not *insert here*" but as each month passes the feeling is becoming less and less impressive. I'm at currently about 8-15 grams daily and sometimes more. So my doses aren't ridiculous or anything or high enough to promote toxic withdrawal symptoms. It's still mentally VERY unpleasant to go through.
For me kratom withdrawal symptoms are:
-Severe fatigue (can't keep my eyes open!)
-Random aches and pains
-Anxiety
-Physical glow of discomfort (I can't explain this it's just a weird sensation)
-Restless legs and arms which prevent me from sleeping at night. This is by far the worst symptom!
I've found that the withdrawal doesn't have the same kind of depression aspect as real withdrawal from stronger opies. But the restless leg thing is appalling with kratom specifically. I've never been able to overcome that symptom as it's hellish and I always end up caving in and just going back to my routine doses. I'm not sure how dependent the brain becomes with kratom in terms of the natural endorphin system--probably not as much as real opiates, but the brain doesn't seem to be as dependent on kratom for mood stability as it does for other opiates. I am planning to get off kratom entirely this summer. It's going to be quite the ride after 2 years of daily use.
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