@lonelyDude
Do you understand the beauty of a simple thing such as having let's say 3hr / free on a computer -- while having a grime life? imagine that person now is a plain robot outside as opposed to inside because of even in the most configured environment because we all gotta make money, we have to surround ourselves with toxiCity! so point being that you say to someone to be 1000% testoterone in every breathing moment of their lives is WILL never be even thinkable, not length of possibility. Is called "Penumbra".
not sure I understand this post
im not saying you have to be an android but really in my class I can go on discord anytime of the day or night and find most of the kids playing games or streaming sexual acts (its a way different world today)
I love unix like sco solaris irix AIX hpux you name it I love it.
so my games were playing with linux not diablo (though I love the game and use it as a break).
so simple I am better by miles than the rest in my class.
my scores sing it the fact im getting offered a future at the school before I even finished the first 6 months sings it.
I wrote a chess engine in three languages with full AI and network routines.
plays in the gui and in the shell using escape codes all written three times over java python and c++.
I am better and I have proven it.
I can pick and chose who I work with at school but I do not do this.
when it comes to group work I do three peoples work as I do not trust them to do it to my standard.
I then let them give it a go and if they are not up to scratch I give them there part of the work done correctly and say not a word to the school.
the school knows this is happening but the students after I have finished with them understand the problems be it subneting or python code (no one wants to really learn C++ or assembly these days as there lazy and dont
want to be the best)
if I want money and I do not have the skills I was dishes.
I live on the street 6.8 out of 7 GPA.
be better and prove it if you dont my ai will eat you and trust me with the help I have had on this planet I will enjoy the sight.
everyone I have helped ended up fucking me over for my chemical knowlage.
I have made many rich yet I am homeless.
will that stop me.
no fucking way I am better.
truly its just a mind trick to re address what your priorities are.
but no android is no good our brains need down time to learn efficiently.
all of the AI guys know this, try getting your head around machine learning with out a break.
it takes years of work and no one could do it and come out with there brains still a solid in there head.
same for chemistry for me decades.
I am fully dyslexic and could not read or write till year nine.
I was kicked out of school after year ten so one and a half years of reading at school.
love your self love what you do and fuck the rest.
as an addition
I have taught martial arts for quite some time in the past and what I am talking about is not a chemical/hormone and is available to all even our animal friends (ye like cats and dogs)
its call discipline and to be honest its the key to most of the peoples problems here.
take responsibility for your actions fix them you are better than you think.
and train some discipline into your self as once you have it the rest is a piece of cake.
while I sit in my car typing I remember two generations before and think I am so lucky not to be at war as they were or as the Ukrainians and many other countries are.
if we can sit here screaming I am hanging out help me then we really dont have it that bad as the true suffering that is possible on this planet is far far worse.
hence why the third world is happy to send us poison.
they know the truth you all had a choice and many of the problems they have were not there choice but a consequence of the west wanting power and control so rich little stuck up shits
can go its so hard here and I need to get my fix be it drugs beef or tech.
how many use apple products.
did any of you think about the people that died from cancer due to the hexane they exposed people to.
of course they were chinese and we all hate the chinese dont we.
have any of you read flowers in the blood (of course you have)
we are a product of our own actions and if we do not wish to care about others how can we be upset when they dont care about us.
the answer is if you dont want to take it dont take it.
if you want to do it then do it.
only you have the keys to your own life.