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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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I'm constantly fantasizing about going for a long ass trip wherever it takes me.
If you haven't picked a location yet, I have a new personal favourite travel destination.

It didn't have a name but is an incredible place, it's there all the time too but can't always be seen. It deserved a decent name so I decided on "Microgramless Land".

My frequent visits there have been a lifeline too, restoring some crucial hope somehow in the infinite.

Kind of a correction for my target. We all get overly hooked up on the temporary like it's the be all and end all, when I believe at least, there is so much more.

Just a pain to get there. Checking in out, making the long tiring round trip each time, is the analogy and does wear on one. The journey is always the downside.

Indefinite residence one day!
 
i kind of miss having a massive acid trip, i done like quarter tabs and stuff, but my last massive 6 tab trip with ket was end of june. Been a while now.

Gonna stick to mushrooms tho. I will revisit high dose LSD one day, the longer the break from those intense lsd realms the more im sure it will be very magical one day when i return.

We are increasingly becoming a authoritian government in nz the bills been passed thru parliament are concerning. We are still locked down. Right now they are trying to pass a new law removing the bill of human rights, Bill of freedom and privacy and making all businesses and the government exempt from them? wtf lol if it passes thats it thats the final straw man a government cant just fucking throw out of the bill of human rights i cant believe they are even fucking trying its crazy!

They are also making a new law banning non vaxed people from been able to work. its soo fucked man. i got the vaccine tho. But fuck bro thats illegal shit its agains't the bill of rights.

Whats next? the government is just testing the waters with how much shit people will allow them to do. The bill of fucking human rights can not just be thrown out thats fucked man.

I have never in my life seen the state of the country as it is now. House prices contiune rising 20% every fucking month!. fuck man im leaving within 4 years anyway its about time to escape this sinking ship. Infrastructure is nearly non existent and its crumbling and no invesement has been made.

instead people are now given welfare and paid to live in 5 star hotels and they still have money to smoke meth. This welfare state has fucked the whole society.

The police are so unfunded now if u call them bro they dont show even shot up man. over 200 pending jobs at any one time in the city that the jobs cant attend too even if ur about to get ur ass murdered bro straight up man the cops cant come now.

in 10 years i saw this society totally collapse into what it is now man its truly mind boggling. I first noticed the start of the down hill trend in 2017, with increasing numbers of homeless people and crackheads.

Little did i know it would be escalating this fast. Some deep flaws here and the cracks are starting to finally show.

The lack of mental health support here is the main reason why shit is so fucked aswell. Compared to the start of the year my supermarket bills have increased 250%. Never have i ever seen this in my whole life before!

Every government in all of NZ history has been totally run by idiots leading to what we have now. Its a down hill accelerating trend. and totally lawless now holy fuck man i rung the cops and they told me they cant come. Shit lucky i didnt get robbed by 15 fucking people.

if the police are so unfunded they cant turn up anymore ima have to take the law into my own hands. If it means i have to start carrying a strap bro so be it fucking its like a lawless wasteland out there now i acutally get scared walking around at night now for the first time in a long time.

NEVER DEFUND THE POLICE HOLY FUCK!.

as much as i dont like cops man the serve a fucking good purpose in society i am now seeing the effects of underfunded police force.
 
Whats next?
If I told you exactly what I believe in direct answer to that, I doubt it would be considered even if I wasn't decreed as mad.

Big things on Humanity's plate. Coming soon.

We ain't seen nothing yet, I forget which song that's the chorus of now.

2022 will be the biggest, most eventful, revolutionary year in recent recorded history on Earth.

Recent as in since the dawn of time itself, nearing it's end.

Which is not a bad thing, just an inevitability.

I'm looking to reel my Astral chords right back in now. I feel fully myself. 25 year deep fearless headfirst commitment to proactive personal development, and even now after the deepest, most far out truly otherworldly hallucinogenic tripping I've ever known, time and time again, I feel untarnished really, from LSD, not from life though.

It's hard work though, integrating permanently, forever re-familiarising with your self, surroundings and senses.

One way I do see it, a "world full of problems" is about to disappear in one sense.

In ordinary figure of speech terms that phrase has never had any real, directly applicable literal meaning, on a global level. Until now.
 
Greetings from 1992.

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I got woke up at 7am by my Uncle beating on my house this morning. I nearly shot him because he attempted to open the front door before I realized who it was. Thankfully, I dead bolted it two days ago. He told me to show up at 9am. I guess he forgot (again) what came out of his own mouth two days ago. Or maybe he gives no fucks about other people...probably that.

I realized something two days ago after the Uncle treated me like an idiot for the 1,000th time and my Dad wanted to continue an argument from two weeks ago when all I wanted to do was join the family for supper. Basically, it doesn't matter how hard I work or how much effort I put into this farm we live on. I'm never going to get control/ownership of it. The uncle will either sell it all or my Dad will end up with it and sell it all/develop the land into something retarded. So even if I got control after them I'd already be 70 years old and wouldn't have the body to put into building it up into what I want.

I was supposed to pick up 2,000 bales of hay by myself today. I was supposed to both load and unload them. I've been doing this for years since I'm the only guy in the family willing to work the fields that posses a back under the age of 60 years old. But this old '86 model is starting to rust and feel a lot of pain.

The uncle told me once that life is about control. He's right. Two days ago I took back control of my life. From now on I don't worry about pleasing the family. They treat me like shit anyway excluding my brother and Grandmother. Perhaps a day in the field together doing all the work I usually do will make them realize how much they've pissed me off. Who am I kidding. They'll just bitch and moan and blame everything on me as per-usual. They'll probably go straight to my Grandmother to cry about it like they always do and upset her. Probably already have.

At any rate if you want a small house on some nice land I'll be listing mine soon. Going to sell off, get double what I paid for it, and move to Montana, Alaska, or where ever else I can be left alone. Getting out while the gettin' is good. Should have never came back here. Stupidest decision I ever made. I had a nice life and a good job before I came back here. I was promised control and the opportunity to build this place into something. I've been given neither. Its just been 3 years of being taken advantage of and being free labor. I'm done. All I've gotten to do is ride around patrolling while the fences rust, the weeds grow over them, and the animals get sold off one by one to cover my Uncle's various schemes and gambling habits.

I know why he didn't give me control as promised: I refused to join his little social club (the freemasons). Fuck him and fuck them. Bunch of fucking devil worshipers running cocaine, crack, and kiddie prostitution rings in my area. I refuse to ever join people like that. They would all be in prison for the kiddie porn/sex busts that happened here three years ago if all the judges weren't members.
 
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Wow man, yeah it sounds like you should get out. That's a shame but it's better to get out before you get taken advantage of more and/or end up associated with fucked up shit like that. Sorry about your family being douches.
 
Douches....? More than that apparently...
I know why he didn't give me control as promised: I refused to join his little social club (the freemasons). Fuck him and fuck them. Bunch of fucking devil worshipers running cocaine, crack, and kiddie prostitution rings in my area. I refuse to ever join people like that. They would all be in prison for the kiddie porn/sex busts that happened here three years ago if all the judges weren't members.
Jesus, disgusting... I wanted to point that out before moving on to more cheerful matters in my next post.
 
yeah douches was an understatement, lol.

yeah I am, tomorrow my band and I are going about 4 hours away to headline a small Halloween themed music festival. Gonna play an hour and a half set from 9:30 to 11 and then party down the rest of the night. :)
 
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I am about to become a boss at work. We're trying to hire two web app developers and I will be the team lead, and we'll be working to accomplish various development projects. It's exciting and kind of scary a little bit. There have been 3 applicants so far, and I've scheduled phone interviews with 2 of them so far. I haven't ever interviewed anyone before so it'll be interesting, I have to come up with a plan to effectively get the information I need and vet them for if they really have the necessary skills that they claim to have, and if they'll be a good fit for the company and for me, personality-wise. Exciting times!
 
Roam safely and freely!

I enjoy the mystery and wonder too. It fits you! Lol, in a positive way.

You can't be mysterious withiut being interesting and having deoth is my meaning.

Have a wicked Saturday Biuzz, wherever, whatever pastures will be roamed.
Cheers man, you too! I'm going dancing tonight :cool: been 20 months or so, I'm breaking my head over what I want to do regarding drugs, combinations, possible afterparty..... feels good to be back
 
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