lipsandlimbs
Greenlighter
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- Jan 11, 2022
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So, I’ve been taking benzos for maybe 8 years now, not super regularly but I’d definitely call myself a seasoned benzo user. I had to switch to a different psych after my last one left on short notice, and she immediately revoked my script without any justification. Lucky me, I was recently in Mexico for a week and picked up two boxes of pregabalin at a chain pharmacy there. Tried it for the first time last night (plus a good amount of medical cannabis) and recorded my reaction to it. Here is…..that.
Pregabalin reaction:
•8:34 PM: 150mg + full glass of water
•8:48 PM: obviously nothing yet but fuck it, + 75mg + 3 pen hits
•9:15 PM: ate pad thai & spring rolls, + 2 pen hits
•9:37: PM: maybeee starting to feel some sleepiness/heaviness & drunk-vision? Restless/eyes are darting & focusing like a high dose of Adderall, feeling content & amused for no reason & grateful
•9:43 PM: some heaviness in the eyelids, movements feel a bit slow, i’m farther away like i’m watching the movie of what’s happening around me, a little trouble typing but that is also normal, the headband thing that happens with some strains of weed is happening
•9:59 PM: thoughts getting scattered/cyclical/repetitive but they’re pleasant, limbs feel like they’re being slowly stretched out & reaching for the earth, feeling chill & spacey, more intense drunk-vision
•10:02 PM: + 3 pen hits
•10:08 PM: stood up & shifted positions on the couch - felt very unstable in my body/a touch dizzy, the best way i can describe how i feel is if i took like three trazodone and a klonopin and then did four shots without feeling sick, also i’m happy? this is weird
•10:20 PM: loopy as hell/uncoordinated/my body parts are all autonomous, communication is hard now/all i keep saying aloud is “i feel weird” but my brain is swimming in interesting th oh guys thoughts
•10:33 PM: moving from vertical to horizontal is like shifting between dimensions, things feel really really good against my skin, h kissed me and i felt like i was rushing through a tunnel, vaguely nauseous and consistent almost-dizzy, laying in bed feels good & warm & safe, super sleepy, dissociative but in a funny not scary way, feel the holiness of my body & my breath is like bits of my soul moving in & out, nervous to go to sleep but can’t keep my eyes open, typing like i’ve never seen a keyboard in my life .
•10:42 PM: the universe is absurd
•10:50 PM: walking is like gliding, i think i am moving very slowly but i’m not positive/will ask h tomorrow [update in the AM: yes, she says i was moving like a high sloth]
•10:54 PM: minutes are going on for hours, how has it only been an hour of this, what the fuck is this
•11:00 PM: slightly nauseous gsh now,, everything else the same, go in f to bed meow now
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•9:35 AM: passed the fuck out last night, just woke up and still feeling physically heavy/vision is still a bit loopy, everything else seems back to normal? like cognition/thoughts are fine again. lesson learned - do not take this if you have ANYTHING at all you have to get done/definitely don’t go in public or drive.
•10:43 AM: starting to feel shaky like i haven’t eaten, but i just had a huge turkey sandwich so wtf
•12:17 PM: oh hello, vertigo, been a while
Pregabalin reaction:
•8:34 PM: 150mg + full glass of water
•8:48 PM: obviously nothing yet but fuck it, + 75mg + 3 pen hits
•9:15 PM: ate pad thai & spring rolls, + 2 pen hits
•9:37: PM: maybeee starting to feel some sleepiness/heaviness & drunk-vision? Restless/eyes are darting & focusing like a high dose of Adderall, feeling content & amused for no reason & grateful
•9:43 PM: some heaviness in the eyelids, movements feel a bit slow, i’m farther away like i’m watching the movie of what’s happening around me, a little trouble typing but that is also normal, the headband thing that happens with some strains of weed is happening
•9:59 PM: thoughts getting scattered/cyclical/repetitive but they’re pleasant, limbs feel like they’re being slowly stretched out & reaching for the earth, feeling chill & spacey, more intense drunk-vision
•10:02 PM: + 3 pen hits
•10:08 PM: stood up & shifted positions on the couch - felt very unstable in my body/a touch dizzy, the best way i can describe how i feel is if i took like three trazodone and a klonopin and then did four shots without feeling sick, also i’m happy? this is weird
•10:20 PM: loopy as hell/uncoordinated/my body parts are all autonomous, communication is hard now/all i keep saying aloud is “i feel weird” but my brain is swimming in interesting th oh guys thoughts
•10:33 PM: moving from vertical to horizontal is like shifting between dimensions, things feel really really good against my skin, h kissed me and i felt like i was rushing through a tunnel, vaguely nauseous and consistent almost-dizzy, laying in bed feels good & warm & safe, super sleepy, dissociative but in a funny not scary way, feel the holiness of my body & my breath is like bits of my soul moving in & out, nervous to go to sleep but can’t keep my eyes open, typing like i’ve never seen a keyboard in my life .
•10:42 PM: the universe is absurd
•10:50 PM: walking is like gliding, i think i am moving very slowly but i’m not positive/will ask h tomorrow [update in the AM: yes, she says i was moving like a high sloth]
•10:54 PM: minutes are going on for hours, how has it only been an hour of this, what the fuck is this
•11:00 PM: slightly nauseous gsh now,, everything else the same, go in f to bed meow now
———
•9:35 AM: passed the fuck out last night, just woke up and still feeling physically heavy/vision is still a bit loopy, everything else seems back to normal? like cognition/thoughts are fine again. lesson learned - do not take this if you have ANYTHING at all you have to get done/definitely don’t go in public or drive.
•10:43 AM: starting to feel shaky like i haven’t eaten, but i just had a huge turkey sandwich so wtf
•12:17 PM: oh hello, vertigo, been a while
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