Thanks for chiming in. I?m glad to hear you?re off the subs. Great job! Booze and Benzos scare the shit outta me. Booze just makes me feel terrible. I love Benzos though, and my Dr has been giving me 5 mg of Klonopin per week to use on the tough days when I drop my sub dose. I?m scared shitless of becoming physically dependent on those things. I?m spacing it out a good 4-6 days with the Klonopin. So far I think I?ve avoided dependency. Other than that I?m doing pretty well. Feeling excited to be done with the subs hopefully a few weeks or a month down the road. Worst part right now is just bad depression. I?m going to 12 step meetings every day and working the steps with my sponsor. Getting excersize daily. The mornings are tough. I feel really really crappy until about noon then slowly start feeling better throughout the day. By 8:00 or 9:00 at night I feel pretty much fine. Then I go to bed around midnight and the whole thing resets while I?m asleep and I wake up feeling like shit again. Fucking weird. Anyway, I?ve been to some really good aa meetings that have lifted my spirits quite a bit. Tonight was an exceptionally good meeting. See the Dr again on Thursday next week. I will be down to 3 mg/day by then. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Ready to wrap up this 10 month nightmare and start rebuilding my life, as I?ve lost almost everything at this point. Keep up the good work. I?d avoid the booze at all costs. Benzo withdrawal is fucking horrible too. Hope you can get totally free soon. Wishing you all the best. You?re so close!! I?m rooting for you!! I?ll keep updating.