Harveysnow
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 29, 2019
- Messages
- 37
So guys, this is the worst I've ever been in withdrawal... I have 12 hours till I get my pills . I'm soo miserable, restless legs and cold/hot flashes. I'm so sore . I just wanna go too sleep already and wake up to my fix. I hate this habit..! I wish I could be happy without drugs like most people. Why am I so fucked up in the head and continue to be a fuckin junkie. I hate myself for letting myself become like this... I know I need to get clean but I also know I'm not gonna quit anytime soon.. maybe I'll get the courage to switch onto suboxone someday.. how the hell does anyone ever manage to escape the grip that opioids can have on you? I honestly salute and praise anyone who can overcome opiates. This shit is the hardest thing I've ever dealt with. Oh how I wish I took everyone else's advice before I took this path...