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Smoked 120-150 mg of DMT

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cuntball

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A few days ago I loaded my DMT machine with 150 mg of DMT. This was the first time I tried smoking with this pipe. I believe I got ALL of it in one big toke. I have big lungs and I took it as deep as I could. I've smoked DMT 20+ times.

This was my first negative experience with DMT. There was no euphoria and it was simply sad and weird.. I felt like someone took a piece of my soul or consciousness and laughed at me. It was if my whole mind was being read in a matter of seconds and discarded. I felt really small and depressed after that trip. When I came back I didn't know who I was, I had no thoughts, I just saw my floor swirling around. I sat there motionless for a good 15-20 minutes after the trip. I was away for a long time lol.

I'm a little bit afraid of picking up the pipe again. What the fuck was that? Maybe I misinterpreted the experience. It was WAY different and darker than my usual breakthrough experiences.
 
Do you remember the trip contents? What happeneded in your head after you hit the pipe? Did you just just experience everything intense or did you have strong emotional feelings like fear or CONFUSION?
 
Maybe there are magic powers in drugs and invisible creatures all around us who were disappointed in the karma of your ego.

Psyc. You had a bad trip.
 
You need to change your name from "cuntball" to something like "starchild" or "eagleswing" and then you will have a better trip. lol

Sorry about your bad trip, hope you feel better!
 
Why did you smoke so much? For most people 40-50mg is enough to break through.
 
^^ This is exactly what i was going with ! Was this the highest you have tried yet ?
 
Dude... A heavy trypt-trip can be friggin traumatizing. You basically die for a bit and then come back to yourself all broken and shaken up. I mean, don't get me wrong, some of the things one sees in there are unparalleled, but sometimes THIS kind of thing happens and you are left demoralized.

I had a similar experience with a tryptamine (DPT) that was so monumental, I just couldn't get a grasp on reality for a while. THIS reality seemed flimsy and transparent after going through that insanity. I poisoned myself with something that simulates death; I did not realize this at the time. Luckily I have a lot of experience with this sort of thing, and I found my way back after a while, until it became just a good joke at the worst and a hell of a story at the best.

Be careful with what you do to yourself.

True Insanity is an unpleasant state, no matter how brief.
--(some of us forget that pain too easily)

LEARN about what you are dealing with.

Overdoses of some of the newer RCs are especially dangerous, be certain about what you are doing.
--(Death by hallucinogen is said to be QUITE unpleasant)

rant over...just be careful guys...
 
I wouldn't go as far as saying you almost die - you feel a bit uncomfortable for a couple of minutes maybe but I think real death is going to be a lot more heavy-duty than a DMT trip.
 
Believe in life and happiness, Or Jesus, or whatever your thing is and allow yourself to feel better
 
Ismene said:
I wouldn't go as far as saying you almost die - you feel a bit uncomfortable for a couple of minutes maybe but I think real death is going to be a lot more heavy-duty than a DMT trip.
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A bit uncomfortable - I wish I could say that's how I felt :)
 
Noodle473 said:
Believe in life and happiness, Or Jesus, or whatever your thing is and allow yourself to feel better
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This is so important in about anything. Allowing is the end all of anything. We can receive love, but until we allow it in it does not heal. We can receive advice, but until we allow it in it does nothing. We all know unallowing unhelpable people, that no matter how much of our best we give is not allowed in and does not help. That's what I had learned from DMT and life. :D

Sheeeesh. 150 mgs? I have effectlvely broken through on 25-30 mgs when properly smoked and gotten in one hit. Brush it off, allow it to be a situation to learn from and move on. Allow the healing by focusing on what inspires you like Noodle said. And if I remember correctly 30 years ago, "breaking through" was not always the goal, as with smaller sub breakthrough doses info can be brought back and integrated. These days too much importance is placed on always breaking through, and I believe that started with the internet info.
 
maybe you should try rolling a little DMT up into a joint and have a very lite experience with it and see if euphoria is present.
 
Can you explain some things you remember were there? Very Interested. Have you done this amount before? If not it's possible that it was just too much and also the way you interpreted it. I remember reading a trip report dosing about 100 mg or more. I can't remember where, if you google it you probably will find it. From what I remember I read, it was not the same with no visuals. He reported that everything just went black and time stopped. Could something have gone wrong in his extraction process? Or just too high of a dose?
 
Just a bad trip. This is possible when you take way too much. My last trip was overly intense like this because I loaded an unknown amount into a bong and took a massive rip.

I highly doubt it was a botched extraction. Dmt is not inherently pleasurable like some other drugs so what comes of doing it is dependent on a lot of factors. Take some time to come to terms with what you saw and experienced. No trip is actually "bad" either, unless you go psychotic rip your shirt off and get tazed. Since that didn't happen all you have to do is try to learn from it.

Good luck and don't let it spoil the fun of introspective trips in the future.
 
cuntball said:
A few days ago I loaded my DMT machine with 150 mg of DMT. This was the first time I tried smoking with this pipe. I believe I got ALL of it in one big toke. I have big lungs and I took it as deep as I could. I've smoked DMT 20+ times.

This was my first negative experience with DMT. There was no euphoria and it was simply sad and weird.. I felt like someone took a piece of my soul or consciousness and laughed at me. It was if my whole mind was being read in a matter of seconds and discarded. I felt really small and depressed after that trip. When I came back I didn't know who I was, I had no thoughts, I just saw my floor swirling around. I sat there motionless for a good 15-20 minutes after the trip. I was away for a long time lol.

I'm a little bit afraid of picking up the pipe again. What the fuck was that? Maybe I misinterpreted the experience. It was WAY different and darker than my usual breakthrough experiences.
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This really reminds me how I felt after I mistakenly snorted 50mg+ of 5-Meo-DMT. I was really shaken up by he whole experience. Almost put me off tripping for good.
 
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The first time I smoked DMT I got my head handed to me. My roommates and myself procured enough to last (until I fell in love) a few days. However, we were too scared to take turns smoking it properly. We didn't want any discouragement in case there was a bad experience so we loaded 200mg into a vaporizer to pass around and experience the experience together, but alone.

Roommate #1 fired it up and took two big lung fulls. I was second and took two big inhales with a half assed third. The last thing I remember while the fractals assaulted the environment and right before they came for me was roommate #1 saying "can you overdose on this?" At that moment my whole environment had been replaced with geometric patterns of the most intricate depth then without warning everything froze and my sense of self was ripped from my body. The pattern, that had crawled from the walls to my chair and from there like a tribal tattoo inked its way up my legs and down my arms, froze. The vibrations, morphing, breathing, all of it stopped and a uniform and motionless visual was my only visual. Time had stopped it, but the trip had just begun. This has only happened a few times on any psychedelic (usually an unnecessary waste of a large amount justified by youth), but I experienced complete ego loss. It doesn't make sense to say what happened next, because nothing was living in nothingness.

The next time I had the mental capacity to remember I heard a distorted *thump* its origins lost in the swirl of DMT's extraordinary ability to replace reality with its own. I took a breath and remembered I had lungs and that *thump* was my heart. Slowly becoming me I began to recognize more of body and my surroundings. Although cliche, the only way to describe it was "rebirth." I went from me to nothing and back piece by piece.

Unfortunately roommates #3, #4 did not get to experience DMT until the vaporizer was reloaded and used by and for a single person. Their tale was very different. I would say they were sub-breakthrough, but still very much immersed into the more recreational aspects of what DMT has to offer. I've had countless breakthroughs since then, but I've never been able to get back there.

The great thing about DMT is once you have a consistent smoking technique it becomes very predictable up until the breakthrough dose. A little gives an awesome rush and a lot gives everything below it and more. I prefer slightly sub-breakthrough now, because it opens the door and I get to pick and choose which room or space I want to explore. It's a great way to bring a peak back from a fading trip and it also colors the experience with its personality. I believe DMT is not the most gentle psychedelic, but in my opinion it certainly is one of the most forgiving. If you had a bad trip and you're up for it smoke less and you'll have a blast.

Do you clean your pipes? If you don't that could explain the unexpected intensity. The second hit is stronger than the first and a dirty pipe needs less material than a new one because it already has who knows how much DMT. These are things you'll learn to gauge and judge after you've had way more than 20 experiences. It took a long time before I got my technique down to a science.
 
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