I wasn't sure to bump this ages old thread or start a new one, but for a long time I've been trying to understand this
extremely distinct bad reaction involving methoxetamine (MXE) I've had on about a dozen or so occasions since I started using it in 2010.
I've probably used MXE close to 1000 times in various dosages so I'm very familiar with it's range of effects, but very rarely I've had this exact same terrifying reaction. The feeling comes on quite fast, often with no warning, but almost always after redosing multiple times, and having consumed other substances which affect serotonin prior (amphetamine, mephedrone, AMT etc.) seems to significantly increase the likelihood of this occurring.
Serotonin syndrome/toxicity was never something I suspected due to the misinformation that MXE doesn't affect serotonin (it does: Mion and Villevieille 2013, Hondebrink 2017 etc.), but the symptoms are a
very close match.
When this delirium, confusion and panic comes on there's a very small window of time where I can react clearly and I've always taken benzos, ibuprofen, run my head under cold water or taken a cold shower and basically hoped for the best. As it turns out, this is fairly close to the the standard treatment for serotonin syndrome.
Having survived it so many times is some reassurance, but it's still always terrifying. 8(
The worst time was when I was briefly supplementing with lithium orotate, had taken amphetamine, then later in the night dosed MXE multiple times which lead to hospitalization (lithium and amphetamine are both listed as possible contributors to SS which supports the hypothesis). I was released after 6 hours in intensive care (cardiac monitoring etc.) To be honest I was in far too of a confused state to remember many specifics, but there was definitely a real concern for my vitals. (Thank god for universal health-care)
I'm sharing this partly as a cautionary harm-reduction tale, and also for those who've had this experience with MXE and will know exactly what I'm talking about.
MXE shouldn't be treated like ketamine when it comes to redosing, combinations, or a night-cap after a night of partying with other substances
I know serotonin syndrome is an often over used boogey-man for a lot adverse drug reactions where it's not applicable, and I'd be happy to be proven wrong.
The next time it happens I plan to test to serotonin syndrome hypothesis by taking
Cyproheptadine which is the primary antiserotonergic drug used to treat SS.
To be safe I'll start with 4mg vs. the standard 8-12mg for treating moderate/severe SS and probably call 811 to speak with a nurse, but it should help settle this issue once and for all.
Luckily Cyproheptadine is OTC in Canada, and the cost is well worth it even if only to disprove the hypothesis.
I'll be sure to update with more information as I have it.