fromuponpoppyhill
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Before I begin, please be gentle and kind with me. Today has been rough. I'd like to know of some psychoactive/therapeutic plants that may meet my needs. Please accept my sincerest apologies and move the thread if it's in the wrong place. Thank you.
I used to do a lot of street drugs for many years as a polydrug abuser and I did a lot of damage to my body. I was then in a horrible situation for as many years, where despite the challenges I faced I was at least blessed to find some degree of sobriety and now I can function better, hold down a job, etc.
I suffer from chronic muscle and joint pain, depression, anxiety and PTSD. I also have ADHD. I'm trying to find plants/funghi/etc that I can explore that may help me with the first 3.
In my hardcore using days (pre-PTSD) I found that my DOCs while addicted helped with some of these symptoms - PPT, ketamine, H, benzos and kratom mostly - but they definitely caused me more problems and I do not want to use them again. I've used various other psychedelic, opioid, benzo and dissociative drugs in the past.
I've been a daily THC user for 18 years bar a few days, weeks or months without it throughout that period. I use mushrooms when I can get them, they do help me with some things but I can't get hold of them right now. I take a nootropic blend, lion's mane, CBD and akuamma daily which also helps to a degree. I take atomoxetine for ADHD and that works well. I exercise frequently, eat well, drink plenty of water, I'm in therapy and my personal care is generally okay.
If anyone can advise me, or point me in the direction of resources where I might find examples of plants I may not have tried yet, that would help me a great deal. I am trying to prevent a K & H relapse, I desperately need some relief from the physical and emotional pain I am currently in, whether functional or recreational. In an ideal world, plants that closely mimic the attributes of my past DOCs would be what I'm looking for but that's a lofty aspiration. I'm open to a very wide range of suggestions.
Thank you for reading.
I used to do a lot of street drugs for many years as a polydrug abuser and I did a lot of damage to my body. I was then in a horrible situation for as many years, where despite the challenges I faced I was at least blessed to find some degree of sobriety and now I can function better, hold down a job, etc.
I suffer from chronic muscle and joint pain, depression, anxiety and PTSD. I also have ADHD. I'm trying to find plants/funghi/etc that I can explore that may help me with the first 3.
In my hardcore using days (pre-PTSD) I found that my DOCs while addicted helped with some of these symptoms - PPT, ketamine, H, benzos and kratom mostly - but they definitely caused me more problems and I do not want to use them again. I've used various other psychedelic, opioid, benzo and dissociative drugs in the past.
I've been a daily THC user for 18 years bar a few days, weeks or months without it throughout that period. I use mushrooms when I can get them, they do help me with some things but I can't get hold of them right now. I take a nootropic blend, lion's mane, CBD and akuamma daily which also helps to a degree. I take atomoxetine for ADHD and that works well. I exercise frequently, eat well, drink plenty of water, I'm in therapy and my personal care is generally okay.
If anyone can advise me, or point me in the direction of resources where I might find examples of plants I may not have tried yet, that would help me a great deal. I am trying to prevent a K & H relapse, I desperately need some relief from the physical and emotional pain I am currently in, whether functional or recreational. In an ideal world, plants that closely mimic the attributes of my past DOCs would be what I'm looking for but that's a lofty aspiration. I'm open to a very wide range of suggestions.
Thank you for reading.