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What happened @Atomic_Decay I thought you got scripted heaps of both quetiapine and zolpidem?

Sounds like you're enjoying the alternative. If crystal meth was prolific in the UK I would more than likely be in a similar place.

The few times I've had it I loved it.

OT 95mg methadone
25mg promethazine
 

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Feeling a lil dysphoric this morning so added some baclofen to my weed/clonaz

2mg clonazepam SL
150mg hydroxyzine
2 cups of coffee
4 bowls of that mimosa I’ve been smoking

Feelin fine as a dime rn hoping to get some lorazepam before the evening and some more weed

Hope all is well and good for everyone 😊
 

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I get yer drift, NR. Habits and rituals are harder for me to stop than addictions I think.

About 12g a day @2g doses before the halving. Down to 1g 5 x a day. I was already trippin on the life bs before I decided on doing this. I really cannot tell much difference in effects. I also cut off dosing at 6pm no matter what I may feel I "need". ~12 hour of no kratom (nights) seems to help the smaller dose be more efficient. Maybe IDK.
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How are u doing now?
I'm a bit frustrated cause I had 2 days of shit events happening (like the battery of my car getting fucked up in a very bad place) and then I went up again, close to 7 (was at 5). I don't know what to do with these things but if I get stressed by anything and I'm tapering I feel much more weak and frustrated and tend to "patch it" with kratom.. hate that habit, but it generally works.
Hope that before sunday I'll hit 4 or 3.
 

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How are u doing now?
Holding steady at 5 to 6 grams a day Its wierd in that dropping the dose by half has the same effects and even more pronounced after a couple days.
Gonna be out soon and will have to wait a couple months before getting more (poor mf) so will probably drop again by half this week sometime.
And yes... any aggravations will trigger me to kratom, weed product or both. Doing my best to deal with shit with a less shitty tone. lol Never easy. But not the hardest thing anymore, either.
I like to say that its not so much how you do drugs but how you dont do them. o_O Something like that anyway.
We gotta exercise our right to not only do thing but also to not. Use it or lose it. Im saving my right to party (again) for a later date.
Whats the hardest part of not dosing more kratom? Mine would be getting bored and just wanting to do something that has a return fairly quickly.
 

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Do you find kava makes your methadone dose clear from the body faster... i.e.. not hold you for as long?
maybe I'm saying something stupid but could be that kava, being a potent diuretic, wash out some substances in the body faster?
another thing that kava does is inhibiting cyp3a4 which is an hepatic enzyme that metabolizes methadone and other substances. That maybe accelerates the metabolizatio by other, normally secondary, enzymes.
 

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I like to say that its not so much how you do drugs but how you dont do them. o_O Something like that anyway.
We gotta exercise our right to not only do thing but also to not. Use it or lose it. Im saving my right to party (again) for a later date.
Whats the hardest part of not dosing more kratom? Mine would be getting bored and just wanting to do something that has a return fairly quickly.
Yeah, for me it's happening, absolutely the same, 5-6 grams is doing MORE sometimes to the point of "dizzy nausea" typically kratom-ish, then I need to eat something.
That is somewhat slowing the pace of tapering that I initially planned cause it's so pleasurable and effective that it almost seems like the goal of the t-break was already done..
But not really, the t-break is for staying completely sober for a month (except for occasional yohimbe to do some sport and oneirogens to lucid dream).

In the next months I could be teaching philosophy in high schools.. I would be the prototypical "druggie philosophy teacher" it seems. In a way I would try, at least, not to look too obvious.:cool:

In my case not dosing kratom leads to feeling a bit off about whatever I need to accomplish, which is not nice. In the past wasn't kratom but coffee/weed, that I'm happy to have limited and limited to zero (weed).
 
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In my case not dosing kratom leads to feeling
pain... for me. Hope I find a decent replacement is all. Domt want opioids. Really. I will figure something out.
I think it awesome that you will (possibly) be a guiding influence of generation(s). I feel you will take it serious and be as fair as possible. Gives me some hope for any possible generations to come. :)
I feel kratom calling me now but part of my love for it is that I can ignore it. Habbits. Pain is still real, though.:p I think. Wish I could drop that habit.
feeling a bit off about whatever I need to accomplish,
Did you experience this pre kratom?
 

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Did you experience this pre kratom?
Thanks man,
I know you say it sincerely, I would do my best, similarly to all the rest of things I do (that I can enjoy somewhat).

I experienced that pre-kratom, yes, but maybe I fought more often to overcome it. I think it happens to me because of adhd, that is a thing that didn't consider till last year, when I discovered that I'm probably adhd primarily innatentive, undiagnosed.
Gotta sleep now:sleep::sleep:
 

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4mg bupr,15mg diaz,25mg zoloft,weed break.Goin' to Thursday market in closeby town-cheap and quality vegetables&fruits ...fuck haha today is Wensday.....here time passes slower ovvious
 
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This isn't as much a morning dose, but really just a running tally of my consumption so I can keep track of what I've been consuming all day, as I think I need to dial it back on a few things so I'll post at night here probably to help keep track.

60mg Vyvanse
6tspn Super Green Kratom
3mg Bromazolam
200mg Hydroxyzine
200mg Pregabalin
100mg Quetiapine
500mg Magnesium + Garlic
Monster energy, carbonated yerba mate drank
Pack of menthol cigs

And I think that's it. Dropped from 4mg bromazolam to 3, and I'm dosing 2tspn kratom 3x a day. I think my goal for tomorrow is to drop to 2mg bromazolam, and maybe a drop in the kratom to only 2x a day will be in order once I run out of benzos.
 

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What happened @Atomic_Decay I thought you got scripted heaps of both quetiapine and zolpidem?
This is true (I’m always surprised when people demonstrate they’ve actually been interested in what I’n doing/posting - so thanks).

I got 30 days of Seroquel (50mg/day) and 14 doses of Zolpidem. I don’t recall when I got them exactly. More than 2 weeks ago I think but definitely less than the 30 days they were supposed to last.

I keep then in a drug drawer with a dozen other things fron paracetemol to cough drops. But when I went to get them and pull the shutters down on this most recent (exquisite) misadventure non were to be found.

Either I had scoffed more of them than I realised or hidden them somewhere for safekeeping and then forgotten about it.

Either way, there was no chance I was going to sit at home alone the whole day with so much meth, LSD, Cialis, and backed up semen in me just praying for night and exhaustion to arrive and carry me away before insanity did.

So I found a friend prepared to take a day off work to sit in bed with me and drop some of my acid and and smoke meth like a chinney until reaching parity. At which point we commenced THE hands-down best sex of my life.
Sounds like you're enjoying the alternative. If crystal meth was prolific in the UK I would more than likely be in a similar place.

The few times I've had it I loved it.
I’d be well over meth if I had not started combing it with acid and friends.
OT 95mg methadone
25mg promethazine
 

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This is true (I’m always surprised when people demonstrate they’ve actually been interested in what I’n doing/posting - so thanks).

I got 30 days of Seroquel (50mg/day) and 14 doses of Zolpidem. I don’t recall when I got them exactly. More than 2 weeks ago I think but definitely less than the 30 days they were supposed to last.

I keep then in a drug drawer with a dozen other things fron paracetemol to cough drops. But when I went to get them and pull the shutters down on this most recent (exquisite) misadventure non were to be found.

Either I had scoffed more of them than I realised or hidden them somewhere for safekeeping and then forgotten about it.

Either way, there was no chance I was going to sit at home alone the whole day with so much meth, LSD, Cialis, and backed up semen in me just praying for night and exhaustion to arrive and carry me away before insanity did.

So I found a friend prepared to take a day off work to sit in bed with me and drop some of my acid and and smoke meth like a chinney until reaching parity. At which point we commenced THE hands-down best sex of my life.

I’d be well over meth if I had not started combing it with acid and friends.
I've found the combo of LSD and meth to be one of the most dangerous for me (mentally not physically.) It is just so disorienting while being extra hyped up, and I end up getting confused. It got me into some legal trouble pretty badly about a year ago, spent a week in solitary confinement before they dropped the bail to 0 due to inability to pay.
 

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I've found the combo of LSD and meth to be one of the most dangerous for me (mentally not physically.) It is just so disorienting while being extra hyped up, and I end up getting confused. It got me into some legal trouble pretty badly about a year ago, spent a week in solitary confinement before they dropped the bail to 0 due to inability to pay.
Yes. I’ve read bits and pieces of that very unfortunate episode on different posts. As I’m sure I’ve said before, my heart really goes out to you for the way you were treated. I would not have survived solitary while on meth + lsd:

I don’t know what it is about me, but I even in the wildest drug combinations my generally placid and easygoing nature stays in place and I never get confrontational or belligerent.

But it’s also more than that. Whem I’m not om drugs my attitude to the world is generally a kind of bemused detachment. I wander through the world but I don’t engage with it -with the exception of 1: 1 imtimate (not necessarily sexual) encounters with nice and interesting people.

Even when the bats are starting to get loose in the belfry I instinctively wander away from people rather than towards them. And there are not very many situations when my ego is so disengaged that I can’t monitor my own behaviour (the 2-3 hour come-up on heavy LSD being the main example.

It was not always so though. I was a right cunt in public sometimes when I was younger. Especially when I drank.
 

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50mg dexmethylphenidate
140mg caffine
0.5mg clonazepam, might take a bit more
it's not really morning where I live anymore, but I just woke up lmao
 

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50mg dexmethylphenidate
140mg caffine
0.5mg clonazepam, might take a bit more
it's not really morning where I live anymore, but I just woke up lmao
Dexmethyphenidate? Is that an RC? Is it good?

I remember 4-flouromethylpenidate (I think that's what is was called), the pellets I got were great so I ordered grams of the powder and that was shite! Not sure what happened there, maybe the vendor sold me the wrong chemical.

Anyone else remember 4-fluro? I called it Shitalin as an apt lil street name.
 
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