Yeah, I get that, it's not the typical case but it happens often.
In my case maybe here (in BL) I'm considere already like a christian fanatic or something like that, a "christtard" like some guy told me..
the thing it's that, even if I grew up in a traditional catholic family, my mother didn't even go to church since not so long ago. I was uninterested in Christianity as whole, I just "accepted" it and I had a gnostic-like (pantheistic or deistic) belief about the existence of something but I didn't give a damn about christianity.
It was during 2020 when I felt that things were more literal than I thought, specifically I discovered that the Apocalypsis was real visions about the future, then I realized that more parts of the Bible could be real and more literal than I thought, so I started reading. Before that I had read quite a lot about Buddhism, a lot of philosophy, Jung and so on, so I was not completely closed to spiritual matters.
During that years I had amazing revelations during dreams, and outside dreams but related with dreams, like seeing stuff in the internet or in real life. that I had dreamed in the past.
Of course this is not my religion but the feminine symbology (The Madonna/Virgin Mary and Mary Magdalene) is very powerful. There was another Mary who witnessed Christ's crucifixion (in some stories?) but not sure about her.
