Benzos WTF is wrong with me….is this benzo WD?

[LucidSDreamr]

I’ll lay out what I’ve been taking and how I feel…I have no idea what is wrong but I feel super sick.

Over the past few years
I take methadone at 5 to 15 mg per day
I take diazepam at 20 mg about 1 to 2x per week….sometimes more, often I’ll take 7 to 10 day breaks

I have never been dependent on benzos or used them much until recent years. I’ve been dependent on low doses of opioids for like 15 years with a few breaks and clean time.

How I started feeling just recently. Nauseous all the time and feel like a minor opioid withdrawal coming on (overly caffeinated feeling) no matter how much methadone or benzos I take. No problems sleeping.

The sick feeling does not leave if I take more methadone more benzos and it doesn’t leave if I take the minimum doses just to "stay well"

I have no idea what benzo dependency and WD feels like….I’m worried I’m getting dependent. But taking benzos doesn’t take away the sick feeling. With opioid WD it was like clockwork: you take an opioid and instantly feel better…this is t working with opioids or benzos

I feel like absolute dogshit and this is all started recently like a few weeks ago.

Curious what you guys might think it is and if you think it’s a benzo. And no I will not go tell a doctor about this. I’ll go get labs done to rule anything else out but I’m not bringing the drugs into the discussion (these are all legally prescribed drugs)….I also trust experienced drug users input more than a general practice doctor that honestly won’t know more than ppl that have taken these drugs for a long time.

 

[Dextro .45]

I have been on daily Methadone 80mg for 10+ years, and although you take a lower dose, 15mg let’s say, due to it extremely long half life (24h approx) it builds up in your system with greater frequent usage (7-10 days +). It’s actually analgesic (pain killing) properties are about 6-8 hours max….for chronic pain like me, I’ll take another 25mg dose after work at 5pm in a hybrid Brompton Cocktail

Morning 6am - Methadone 80mg / Ritalin 30mg IR

Home 5pm - exhausted, slightly anxious and need to relax & unwind
Methadone 12.5 - 25mg (if sore and in discomfort/pain)
Ritalin 20mg IR (optional / rarely) Yayo instead with Jin
Diazepam 10-20mg
Clonazepam 0.5-1mg
Lorazepam 1-2mg
Pregabalin 300mg
Cannabis Indica 10mg jel cap
Tanqueray Jin 3oz & Ginger ale
Cocaine & Ketamine 50/50 (Nice line every Jin cocktail & Belmont cigarette)

8pm cease everything (relax on couch watching movie with GF)
11pm ish bed


I’m no too sure about what you’re feeling. Diazepam & Methadone have very long half life’s and wear off slowly, probably 2-3 days until you were in hell, sweaty, increased anxiety, sore muscles and achy legs, head space very off, dramatic change in personality / aggressive, off putting interactions with family & colleagues, short fuse, etc

Diazepam & Methadone are metabolized by specific liver enzymes…..you could have starting taking a med/supplement/OTC item, etc……which are inducers or competitive substrates to these enzymes……so the Methadone & Valium are being metabolizes at a much more rapid rate……being cleared from your system much quicker leading to withdrawal onset.

White grapefruit juice is an inhibitor of the liver enzyme responsible for metabolizing Methadone…..which results in potentiation of desired opioid effects, lasting longer, higher serum levels in bloodstream and cleared from the body slower….could be dangerous if taken with multiple CNS depressants


Maybe take half dose in morning, and other half after dinner? So you’ll be relaxed and comfortable while you relax before bed time

You can easily get a script for Clonidine 0.1mg tablets (not a controlled substance) and take half a tablet only when needed, it’s a potent anxiolytic and lowers BP & HR, reducing norepinephrine. It’s used for opioid/benzo/alcohol/smoking withdrawal and you can tell doc at walk-in clinic you were prescribed before for smoking cessation along and help you quite years ago….you recently started smoking again and you need 30 tablets to quite again. Tell doc you use only half tablet in morning and night, and the 30 tablets will last you many, many months and you’re aware of slowly reducing use to avoid rebound hypertension

I don’t know man…….

 

[Didgital]

Sounds like benzo WD to me, but at least when I had my issue the especially negative symptoms (twitchiness, anxiety, nausea, insomnia) would go away.

 

[Fire&Water]

Super sicks the worst

 

[Dreamflyer]

I've been through both benzo and opioid withdrawal, and as much as they both suck, I've found benzo withdrawal to be way worse. Not to scare you, but it can also be dangerous. The small amount of Valium that you're taking shouldn't be a major problem, but just don't ever abuse it.

One time I had a small seizure coming off of a HUGE Klonopin binge (like 20mg a day for a week, which is the equivalent of about 400mg Valium!). My whole body started shaking, then it froze up, then I passed out. Luckily I woke up.

Nothing like this should happen to you, but I'm sharing it anyway for the sake of anyone else who may be reading.

Stay safe, my friend!

 

[ColoradoOpiateGirl]

When I went through benzo withdrawal, it was more physical than opiate withdrawal except for the SEIZURE part. Anxiety, restlessness, insomnia, heart racing high blood pressure and finally seizures. If you feel really bad, have someone monitor you and take you to the hospital, benzo withdrawal can be fatal. After the initial dangers, PAWS can last for months I hear.

When I went through opiate withdrawal I had a fever, BAD body aches, runny nose, nausea, ZERO energy and it lasted 3-4 days.

No idea what exactly you're going through, very curious symptoms such as "The sick feeling does not leave if I take more methadone more benzos and it doesn’t leave if I take the minimum doses just to "stay well""

It's April 18th, how are you feeling now?

 

[Just a little pinprick]

I’ll lay out what I’ve been taking and how I feel…I have no idea what is wrong but I feel super sick.

Over the past few years
I take methadone at 5 to 15 mg per day
I take diazepam at 20 mg about 1 to 2x per week….sometimes more, often I’ll take 7 to 10 day breaks

I have never been dependent on benzos or used them much until recent years. I’ve been dependent on low doses of opioids for like 15 years with a few breaks and clean time.

How I started feeling just recently. Nauseous all the time and feel like a minor opioid withdrawal coming on (overly caffeinated feeling) no matter how much methadone or benzos I take. No problems sleeping.

The sick feeling does not leave if I take more methadone more benzos and it doesn’t leave if I take the minimum doses just to "stay well"

I have no idea what benzo dependency and WD feels like….I’m worried I’m getting dependent. But taking benzos doesn’t take away the sick feeling. With opioid WD it was like clockwork: you take an opioid and instantly feel better…this is t working with opioids or benzos

I feel like absolute dogshit and this is all started recently like a few weeks ago.

Curious what you guys might think it is and if you think it’s a benzo. And no I will not go tell a doctor about this. I’ll go get labs done to rule anything else out but I’m not bringing the drugs into the discussion (these are all legally prescribed drugs)….I also trust experienced drug users input more than a general practice doctor that honestly won’t know more than ppl that have taken these drugs for a long time.

When I decided to kick Valium I tried taking 10-20 mg after the withdrawals started and it did nothing as far as easing the withdrawal symptoms benzos aren’t like opioids if you take some after withdrawal starts you’ll feel better that’s not so with Valium you just continue to feel like shit,,,I think you picked up a small benzo habit and I’d just skip them from now on ,,

 

[LucidSDreamr]

When I decided to kick Valium I tried taking 10-20 mg after the withdrawals started and it did nothing as far as easing the withdrawal symptoms benzos aren’t like opioids if you take some after withdrawal starts you’ll feel better that’s not so with Valium you just continue to feel like shit,,,I think you picked up a small benzo habit and I’d just skip them from now on ,,

Damn I took a 2 week break and was fine actually but hammered the Valium hard this last week

Debating if I should keep hitting them this weekend then stop…what’s 2 more days right?

I figured out the nausea was from amitrypiline cessation…took more and instantly felt fine

 

[Just a little pinprick]

Damn I took a 2 week break and was fine actually but hammered the Valium hard this last week

Debating if I should keep hitting them this weekend then stop…what’s 2 more days right?

I figured out the nausea was from amitrypiline cessation…took more and instantly felt fine

Consider yourself lucky, I think it was because I tapered down to quickly I was on 80 mg for over a year and I went from 80 mg a day down to Zero in three months,withdrals peaked at about the three week mark and things slowly got better but it seemed like it went on forever,,,
I stopped my tramadol too at the same time so it was hard to tell which I was feeling at the time,I went from 400-600 mg a day down to zero right along side the Valium,,,
It was the worst month of my life,I was getting three hrs sleep a night that’s with taking trazadone,hydroxyzine,xylazine

I’m guessing you didn’t have a Valium habit if you ere able to stop for a two week break,just be careful it doesn’t turn into dosing 3-4 x a day dosing for a few weeks or more

 

[themediumlebowski]

what dose of amit were you taking?

 

[LucidSDreamr]

what dose of amit were you taking?

50

 

[themediumlebowski]

50

i wasnt aware there were withdrawls with them but i guess its the same with anything.
Glad you sorted it out though

 

[VerbalTruist]

With that kind of frequency, it shouldn’t be benzo withdrawal. How’s your health otherwise?

 

[LucidSDreamr]

With that kind of frequency, it shouldn’t be benzo withdrawal. How’s your health otherwise?

Pretty good. I just hit the Valium hard for like a week after my normal use i described…I’m definitely worried I’ve been using 30 to 60 mg per day for about 9 days after a two week fast

I certainly didn’t feel good during the benzo fast but I wouldn’t call it withdrawal

The alarming part is that it feels really good…like an opiate should feel. Like I prefer the benzo high to opiates for the first time ever and it brings that release that even high methadone doses 5x past my normal dose of 5 to 10 mg will not even bring that releif

 

[VerbalTruist]

Pretty good. I just hit the Valium hard for like a week after my normal use i described…I’m definitely worried I’ve been using 30 to 60 mg per day for about 9 days after a two week fast

I certainly didn’t feel good during the benzo fast but I wouldn’t call it withdrawal

The alarming part is that it feels really good…like an opiate should feel. Like I prefer the benzo high to opiates for the first time ever and it brings that release that even high methadone doses 5x past my normal dose of 5 to 10 mg will not even bring that releif

I don’t know what it is about Valium, but it’s very good for my anxiety. I think that the physical relaxation goes a long way in its overall efficacy.

 

[Dextro .45]

You feeling better now?

 

[Dextro .45]

LucidSDreamer …..you prefer Valium to opioids? ….”it’s now an opioid should feel”

Have you ever tried oral Oxycodone while being opioid naive?

Opioids derived from morphine tend to be very sedating, although still producing euphoria. Oxycodone is synthesized from the alkaloid theBaine (not Morphine or Codeine).

Oxycodone is EXTREMELY euphoric with mild stimulating properties …..studies by NAZI scientists specifically used Eukadol (Oxycodone) in their special drug cocktail because it possesses characteristics closely resembling that of Cocaine. It has potent analgesic properties with stimulant narcotic like euphoric pleasure.

I’ve taken every pharma opioid, including I.V. injections of Dilaudid (Hydromorphone) and illicit Heroin (of unknown purity and chemical makeup). Oxycodone is HAND DOWN the most pleasurable, euphoric, pro social, talkative, happy, warm & fuzzy, warm blanket of euphoric warmth, while not being overly sedating

Oxycodone & Ritalin (Methylphenidate) were the only two drugs to ever give me TRUE dopaminergic euphoria.

If ever facing execution lol…..THAT would be my last meal ….and while peaking a strong Jin cocktail and a fresh king sized Belmont cigarette. I’d be good to go after that.

Valium (Diazepam) really is the supreme benzodiazepine though, I’ll give you that. It has the greatest anxiolytic properties in addition to prominent muscle relaxant properties. Mental & physical anxiety is melted away and muscle relaxation just melts you into a pleasurable state of relaxation

I often take a hybrid Brompton Cocktail I make myself, tailored to my liking….

Oxycodone 80mg
Ritalin 50-60mg
Valium 20mg
Cannabis Indica 5mg oral jel cap (very low dose)
Phenibut 1.5 grams (3h onset) potentiates stimulant/opioid/benzo
Ethanol (Jin 3oz cocktail)

In 1.5h while being approximately in peak serum levels (minus the Phenibut) I smoke a Belmont cigarette while having another Jin cocktail…..sometime taking a thin line of Ketamine, which also has dopaminergic properties in addition to having activity at the mu-opioid receptor (while being a an NMDA receptor antagonist) a dissociative anesthetic


Such an invaluable cocktail with real pharmacological therapeutic uses (besides end of life terminal conditions). This Brompton Cocktail can be adjusted to the lowest therapeutic dosage to suite the individuals needs. A dose so low that it just barely peaks it’s head out in the background lol, making you get outside on a bright sunny day, walk around a busy populated waterfront patio setting close to the boat marina ……walking on a cloud with the biggest smile on your face lol. People will feel your warm positive energy and conversion with strangers is a pleasurable experience, meeting girls or guys (if you’re single), while not appearing intoxicated in any way, shape or form.

…..or after a loooong as week of work and you’re beat and rundown, you jack that sh!t up to what you’re tolerance can safely handle, and it melts all that b.s. away and you’re in heaven relaxing on the couch or outside patio.

So many options, uses, combinations, etc …….obviously this is a very habit forming practice and can be dangerous if abused improperly, etc. This should be a rare treat if possible, once at the end of the week on a beautiful Saturday/Sunday morning and afternoon…..lasting till nighttime (due to the long acting Valium & Phenibut). You can easily redoes a small dose of Oxycodone & Ritalin (or your stimulant of choice)

I have a fully equipped pharmacy stored in my 500lbs steel gun-vault, fireproof, top of the line safe the size of an NFL linebacker 6 foot tall, wide steel vault, bolted to cement ground and back wall……behind all my toys is a very impressive inventory of legally prescribed controlled substances and various miscellaneous substances

My GF asks why I have so many health supplements and large containers filled with pharmaceuticals, etc lol.

Healthy Planet here in Canada …….a gold mine of a chain business……THOUSANDS of dolllars of health supplements, that have genuine pharmaceutical/medical health effects and not snake oil b.s. the FDA in the U.S. want to regulate & control the health supplement inducing because it literally is a multi-million dollar industry

Just like the natural opioid poppy, coca leave, cannabis plant, psilocybin mushroom, peyote cactus, etc……the “health supplements” are natural plants that have genuine pharmaceutical uses. I take a cocktail that blows viagra outta the water…..Vit B complex + Zinc + Fish oils + garlic/allicin + L Citrulline & Taurine taken daily with every dinner (Zinc specifically for men as it increases testosterone) why oysters are considered an aphrodisiac lol, it’s just high in Zinc lol.

Damiana + Cannabis Sativa + low dose of LSD (100ug standard dose/or take half a tab) is the SEX GOD formula lol

Damiana gross in the Pacific Islands and is used as a recreational drink at parties, the same way people would use Cannabis …..very pro sexual, euphoric, stimulating sexual desire, blood flow, and hard as a rock

L-Citrulline (more effective than L-Arginine) as a potent vasodilator, increasing nitric-oxide, significantly increases blood flow to the special areas

I totally went off script there…..apologies….it’s just fascinating information to a healthy mind, body and soul. Mental health is EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. Get outside for natural sunshine and even 30min of aerobic cardiovascular exercise is a very potent natural antidepressant (f@ck all those SSRI’s) the runnners high is very real.

After 30min of intense cardiovascular exercise all study participants had SIGNIFICANTLY higher levels of Phenylethylamine metabolites in their urine samples….the bodies natural Amphetamines, releasing all those feel good chemicals…..natural endorphins (bodies natural morphine/opioid peptides) causing euphoric mood-boosting properties with analgesic properties, in addition to increasing dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine, and several other important things

Stay healthy people…..proper mental health is absolutely Paramount (especially in these times) staying inside all day, on the couch watching tv, no social interactions and natural stimulation makes depression sooooo much worse

Mammals are highly intelligent social animals requiring being part of a social network, a mate is very important, lots of natural sunlight and daily moderate aerobic exercises increasing all those feel good mood-boosting properties…..even speed walking around the block for an hour will increase your HR, get your blood pumping, hot, little sweaty, all great….burning calories and increasing Phenylethylamine in your CNS, releasing dopamine, opioid peptides, serotonin, etc ….you’ll be in a great mood and your sex life will gradually increase with your mate

Want all you guys & gals to be well ….mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually

Take a loved one or a close friend or two……to a beautiful waterfront park, surrounded by beautiful Mother Nature this summer, like a mini camping outing, several coolers in the trunk, lots of cold water, beers, food, etc…..each take a standard 100 micro gram tab of LSD-25, the cleanest molecule I’ve ever taken….releasing dopamine unlike psilocybin magic mushrooms…..doesn’t last too, too long …..usually 5-7 hours (after it’s 2-3 hour onset to take effect) you’ll be ok to drive back at 7pm ish (if you get there at 10am) you can even place under tongue 2 hour prior to arrival cause it really does take 2 hours to even feel it creeping in, 3-4 hours totally at peak levels)

It will be a spiritual & emotional therapeutic experience…..like a 1,000 sessions with a psychologist lol

LSD-25 / 100ug tab is just such a beautiful experience….the perfect dose. Not too high ur freaking out and not too low ur not feeling it’s true potential. 100ug standard dose is the perfect dose. I was at the Royal Botanic Garden on a tab of LSD, talking with people, proper eye contact, fully composed, no signs of me being under the influence of anything) the beautiful scenery and flowers & animals everywhere I was literally in heaven …..holding my hand out touching purple flowers with 50 fuzzy bumble bees and smaller honey bees pollinating the flowers…..landing on my hand, gf is like you’re gonna get stung……just in amazement of the hi definition, super clear & crisp sharp imagery on this beautiful Sunday with clear blue sky, sun blazing in the sky, being caressed with the suns rays felt like heaven, trickling streams and water everywhere, I was in a magical paradise.

God bless everyone…..have a lovely summer….and get out, enjoy Mother Nature with some friends of mate, and place a tab of LSD under your tongue, keeping it there until it starts to deteriorate (30min or so)

Cheers

 

[themediumlebowski]

I’ll lay out what I’ve been taking and how I feel…I have no idea what is wrong but I feel super sick.

Over the past few years
I take methadone at 5 to 15 mg per day
I take diazepam at 20 mg about 1 to 2x per week….sometimes more, often I’ll take 7 to 10 day breaks

I have never been dependent on benzos or used them much until recent years. I’ve been dependent on low doses of opioids for like 15 years with a few breaks and clean time.

How I started feeling just recently. Nauseous all the time and feel like a minor opioid withdrawal coming on (overly caffeinated feeling) no matter how much methadone or benzos I take. No problems sleeping.

The sick feeling does not leave if I take more methadone more benzos and it doesn’t leave if I take the minimum doses just to "stay well"

I have no idea what benzo dependency and WD feels like….I’m worried I’m getting dependent. But taking benzos doesn’t take away the sick feeling. With opioid WD it was like clockwork: you take an opioid and instantly feel better…this is t working with opioids or benzos

I feel like absolute dogshit and this is all started recently like a few weeks ago.

Curious what you guys might think it is and if you think it’s a benzo. And no I will not go tell a doctor about this. I’ll go get labs done to rule anything else out but I’m not bringing the drugs into the discussion (these are all legally prescribed drugs)….I also trust experienced drug users input more than a general practice doctor that honestly won’t know more than ppl that have taken these drugs for a long time.

were they black market vals by any chance?

 

[LucidSDreamr]

were they black market vals by any chance?

No. Legal script. Why what in gods name are they putting inside the fakes now?

I think the reason was withdrawal from an antidepressant that I take sporadically for pain. When I took it again instantly felt better but I had sort of forgotten about it and the withdrawal takes like a week to kick in.

 

[LucidSDreamr]

LucidSDreamer …..you prefer Valium to opioids? ….”it’s now an opioid should feel”

Have you ever tried oral Oxycodone while being opioid naive?

Opioids derived from morphine tend to be very sedating, although still producing euphoria. Oxycodone is synthesized from the alkaloid theBaine (not Morphine or Codeine).

Oxycodone is EXTREMELY euphoric with mild stimulating properties …..studies by NAZI scientists specifically used Eukadol (Oxycodone) in their special drug cocktail because it possesses characteristics closely resembling that of Cocaine. It has potent analgesic properties with stimulant narcotic like euphoric pleasure.

I’ve taken every pharma opioid, including I.V. injections of Dilaudid (Hydromorphone) and illicit Heroin (of unknown purity and chemical makeup). Oxycodone is HAND DOWN the most pleasurable, euphoric, pro social, talkative, happy, warm & fuzzy, warm blanket of euphoric warmth, while not being overly sedating

Oxycodone & Ritalin (Methylphenidate) were the only two drugs to ever give me TRUE dopaminergic euphoria.

If ever facing execution lol…..THAT would be my last meal ….and while peaking a strong Jin cocktail and a fresh king sized Belmont cigarette. I’d be good to go after that.

Valium (Diazepam) really is the supreme benzodiazepine though, I’ll give you that. It has the greatest anxiolytic properties in addition to prominent muscle relaxant properties. Mental & physical anxiety is melted away and muscle relaxation just melts you into a pleasurable state of relaxation

I often take a hybrid Brompton Cocktail I make myself, tailored to my liking….

Oxycodone 80mg
Ritalin 50-60mg
Valium 20mg
Cannabis Indica 5mg oral jel cap (very low dose)
Phenibut 1.5 grams (3h onset) potentiates stimulant/opioid/benzo
Ethanol (Jin 3oz cocktail)

In 1.5h while being approximately in peak serum levels (minus the Phenibut) I smoke a Belmont cigarette while having another Jin cocktail…..sometime taking a thin line of Ketamine, which also has dopaminergic properties in addition to having activity at the mu-opioid receptor (while being a an NMDA receptor antagonist) a dissociative anesthetic


Such an invaluable cocktail with real pharmacological therapeutic uses (besides end of life terminal conditions). This Brompton Cocktail can be adjusted to the lowest therapeutic dosage to suite the individuals needs. A dose so low that it just barely peaks it’s head out in the background lol, making you get outside on a bright sunny day, walk around a busy populated waterfront patio setting close to the boat marina ……walking on a cloud with the biggest smile on your face lol. People will feel your warm positive energy and conversion with strangers is a pleasurable experience, meeting girls or guys (if you’re single), while not appearing intoxicated in any way, shape or form.

…..or after a loooong as week of work and you’re beat and rundown, you jack that sh!t up to what you’re tolerance can safely handle, and it melts all that b.s. away and you’re in heaven relaxing on the couch or outside patio.

So many options, uses, combinations, etc …….obviously this is a very habit forming practice and can be dangerous if abused improperly, etc. This should be a rare treat if possible, once at the end of the week on a beautiful Saturday/Sunday morning and afternoon…..lasting till nighttime (due to the long acting Valium & Phenibut). You can easily redoes a small dose of Oxycodone & Ritalin (or your stimulant of choice)

I have a fully equipped pharmacy stored in my 500lbs steel gun-vault, fireproof, top of the line safe the size of an NFL linebacker 6 foot tall, wide steel vault, bolted to cement ground and back wall……behind all my toys is a very impressive inventory of legally prescribed controlled substances and various miscellaneous substances

My GF asks why I have so many health supplements and large containers filled with pharmaceuticals, etc lol.

Healthy Planet here in Canada …….a gold mine of a chain business……THOUSANDS of dolllars of health supplements, that have genuine pharmaceutical/medical health effects and not snake oil b.s. the FDA in the U.S. want to regulate & control the health supplement inducing because it literally is a multi-million dollar industry

Just like the natural opioid poppy, coca leave, cannabis plant, psilocybin mushroom, peyote cactus, etc……the “health supplements” are natural plants that have genuine pharmaceutical uses. I take a cocktail that blows viagra outta the water…..Vit B complex + Zinc + Fish oils + garlic/allicin + L Citrulline & Taurine taken daily with every dinner (Zinc specifically for men as it increases testosterone) why oysters are considered an aphrodisiac lol, it’s just high in Zinc lol.

Damiana + Cannabis Sativa + low dose of LSD (100ug standard dose/or take half a tab) is the SEX GOD formula lol

Damiana gross in the Pacific Islands and is used as a recreational drink at parties, the same way people would use Cannabis …..very pro sexual, euphoric, stimulating sexual desire, blood flow, and hard as a rock

L-Citrulline (more effective than L-Arginine) as a potent vasodilator, increasing nitric-oxide, significantly increases blood flow to the special areas

I totally went off script there…..apologies….it’s just fascinating information to a healthy mind, body and soul. Mental health is EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. Get outside for natural sunshine and even 30min of aerobic cardiovascular exercise is a very potent natural antidepressant (f@ck all those SSRI’s) the runnners high is very real.

After 30min of intense cardiovascular exercise all study participants had SIGNIFICANTLY higher levels of Phenylethylamine metabolites in their urine samples….the bodies natural Amphetamines, releasing all those feel good chemicals…..natural endorphins (bodies natural morphine/opioid peptides) causing euphoric mood-boosting properties with analgesic properties, in addition to increasing dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine, and several other important things

Stay healthy people…..proper mental health is absolutely Paramount (especially in these times) staying inside all day, on the couch watching tv, no social interactions and natural stimulation makes depression sooooo much worse

Mammals are highly intelligent social animals requiring being part of a social network, a mate is very important, lots of natural sunlight and daily moderate aerobic exercises increasing all those feel good mood-boosting properties…..even speed walking around the block for an hour will increase your HR, get your blood pumping, hot, little sweaty, all great….burning calories and increasing Phenylethylamine in your CNS, releasing dopamine, opioid peptides, serotonin, etc ….you’ll be in a great mood and your sex life will gradually increase with your mate

Want all you guys & gals to be well ….mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually

Take a loved one or a close friend or two……to a beautiful waterfront park, surrounded by beautiful Mother Nature this summer, like a mini camping outing, several coolers in the trunk, lots of cold water, beers, food, etc…..each take a standard 100 micro gram tab of LSD-25, the cleanest molecule I’ve ever taken….releasing dopamine unlike psilocybin magic mushrooms…..doesn’t last too, too long …..usually 5-7 hours (after it’s 2-3 hour onset to take effect) you’ll be ok to drive back at 7pm ish (if you get there at 10am) you can even place under tongue 2 hour prior to arrival cause it really does take 2 hours to even feel it creeping in, 3-4 hours totally at peak levels)

It will be a spiritual & emotional therapeutic experience…..like a 1,000 sessions with a psychologist lol

LSD-25 / 100ug tab is just such a beautiful experience….the perfect dose. Not too high ur freaking out and not too low ur not feeling it’s true potential. 100ug standard dose is the perfect dose. I was at the Royal Botanic Garden on a tab of LSD, talking with people, proper eye contact, fully composed, no signs of me being under the influence of anything) the beautiful scenery and flowers & animals everywhere I was literally in heaven …..holding my hand out touching purple flowers with 50 fuzzy bumble bees and smaller honey bees pollinating the flowers…..landing on my hand, gf is like you’re gonna get stung……just in amazement of the hi definition, super clear & crisp sharp imagery on this beautiful Sunday with clear blue sky, sun blazing in the sky, being caressed with the suns rays felt like heaven, trickling streams and water everywhere, I was in a magical paradise.

God bless everyone…..have a lovely summer….and get out, enjoy Mother Nature with some friends of mate, and place a tab of LSD under your tongue, keeping it there until it starts to deteriorate (30min or so)

Cheers

I think i might prefer the benzos now because I’m new to benzos and have a 15 year opioid history and the opioid I have now is the least euphoric one I’ve ever done…methadone

At first I thought Valium sucked because it takes so long to kick in and I was waiting for that instant hit you get from etizolam that I really liked…but I’ve learned that Valium feels better the next day or like 4 hours into it. I think oxazepam is an active metabolite of it.

I’d have to say the best benzo overall is temazepam though. It has a slightly psychedelic tinge to it and highly euphoric. I hear ppl used to IV them but I never tried it like that. The stuff is so rare I never saw it again.


Man you’ve got an impressive array of drugs and got me hungry now . I’m trying to stick to only weed a few times a week and get off all pharma pills…but I’ve been trying that for years and chronic pain always drags me back in.